All my life, I have had the believe of God. I grew up in a strong Christian family with great examples all around me. I’m incredibly grateful for that fact, but there were times when I wished things were different.
Back in my mid teens, I struggled with my faith. I struggled with believing that I was saved. I remember wishing for a more dramatic story. My thought process was that if I dealt with a heavy issue or problem before I was saved, then it would have been very easy to believe I was saved. I would have been able to see the dramatic difference.
Now that I am older, I able to see how silly that thought process is. I think it’s important to remember that God had a plan for me. He created me. He knows what I can and can’t handle. After all, who knows where I would have end up if I had a more difficult life. Would I have a relationship with God? Who knows? Because I was raised well by my family, I don’t have to worry about that. It’s useless to focus on anything but reality.